Steelers’ Bryant says he’s changed

Associated Press

PITTSBURGH

Game days were the hardest, when the pain Martavis Bryant inflicted on himself, his family and his Pittsburgh Steeler teammates felt the most acute.

So Bryant retreated and refocused. The television in the Las Vegas place he shared with his trainer Alex Fine stayed off while the Steelers went through 2016 without the talented but troubled wide receiver, who spent a full 13 months in exile after violating the NFL’s substance abuse policy a second time.

Oh, he kept tabs on the Steelers from 2,200 miles away as they reached the AFC championship game without him.

Just not when they were actually playing. Watching would cut a little too close to the marrow.

“I was aware of everything that was going on but I didn’t want to put all my attention on it when I had some issues I had to deal with myself,” Bryant said Tuesday after practicing with the AFC North champions for the first time since being conditionally reinstated by the league last month.

The 25-year-old poured himself into sobriety instead, going through rehab when he arrived in Las Vegas shortly after his suspension was announced in March 2016.

The days started to bleed into each other. Meetings during the day followed by grueling workouts in the desert heat before heading home to be with his family.

The routine and structure gave his life a sense of normalcy. The prospect of becoming a father gave him a purpose.

So did the keen awareness that he was in serious danger of throwing away a shot at stardom if he couldn’t find a way to say no to marijuana.

“I know it’s my last chance,” Bryant said. “I put the right people around me. I got the right people, things set up to help me succeed and maintain my sobriety. As long as I continue to pass my test and do what I’ve got to do for my family and take care of my business here, everything will be just fine.”

This isn’t the first time Bryant has found himself in front of a sea of cameras promising to make substantive changes.

He did the same thing in the fall of 2015 following his first suspension, one that included a brief stay in Houston while being counseled by former NBA guard John Lucas and trading frequent texts with Steelers quarterback Ben Roethlisberger.

Will this time be any different? Bryant’s career — and perhaps his team’s chances of chasing down Super Bowl champion New England — depend on it.

When he’s on the field, Bryant is a field-stretching marvel. He averaged 17.3 yards a catch and hauled in 14 touchdowns during his first two seasons in the league, his 6-foot-4 frame and massive stride presenting opponents with a matchup nightmare if they focused too much of their attention on Steelers All-Pro Antonio Brown.