Cranston memoirs reveal darkness

Associated Press

NEW YORK

Bryan Cranston seems so far apart from the murderous Walter White that one wonders how he was able to channel such darkness with Emmy-worthy ferocity in “Breaking Bad.”

But in his new memoir, “A Life in Parts,” Cranston details a real-life incident that helped him get in character: an unhinged ex-girlfriend who threatened his life and made him have violent thoughts about her.

“She threatened my life. She threatened to kill me, and it was a constant thing, and there were times when I thought I was going crazy,” Cranston said of woman. (Later he married actress Robin Dearden and they’ve been together 27 years.)

It’s one of the more revelatory moments in the book, released this month. Cranston, 60, discussed some of those moments in a recent interview.

Q. You write about wanting to kill your ex-girlfriend, what drove you to that?

A. I was flush with fear and I felt like a trapped animal, and I realized that I was capable of killing someone. That experience helped me in developing Walter White in the transition that he made, because Walter had to come to terms with that himself. That he was actually a good guy, but transitioning into not such a good guy ... he was able to be honest with himself and say, “Yeah I could take another life,” and that is a tough thing to say to the person in the mirror.

Q. What made you want to write a book at this point of your career?

A. I am aware from an objective point that the wave, the tsunami wave that “Breaking Bad” created also created tremendous opportunity for me, and there is a peak and valley to careers and that includes fame. If you are lucky to ride this wave of fame to a plateau – it won’t last there. I guess it is just a blue-collar work ethic that I was raised with.

Q. In the book you talk about your dad being dissatisfied as an actor. Why follow in his footsteps?

A. It was in my DNA, and they were actors – my parents were both actors – so that was part of it. So really when you think about it in that sense, you’re going into the family business. The turmoil that my dad went through, and then by extension, the kids, was profound and disastrous for the marriage, for the family.